Tuesday, June 29, 2010

"Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it" -George Santayana

:'(
This is me today
(please note that I wrote this last Friday).
Crying.
Though I am not actually crying, I really feel like crying.
:'(
It's one of those moments.
You know the kind.
The kind where you see that all the work that you spent hours doing has been undone in a matter of moments.

It's the house.
Sigh...
I spent the better part of yesterday cleaning and organizing and cleaning some more.
I worked and worked and worked.
I slaved away at it the whole day, and now......
......well I am sure you can guess.
If you were to come to my house right now you'd never believe I spent so much time cleaning it yesterday. You'd never be able to tell.
I did laundry (so so so so so so very much laundry) you can't tell.
I cleared my kitchen counters and worktable and dinner table and scrubbed them down,
you can't tell.
I swept the kitchen floor, and put item after item away, you can't tell.
I did all the dishes, made all the beds, I exercised and showered, but you can't tell.
And all because I did it yesterday, so of course I have to do it all again today.
Such is life.
Though I have to say I definitely remember doing it all and it's all in the past so why am I still condemned to repeat it, over and over and over again.......

2 comments:

Shannon and Doug said...

I swear sometimes we are in a parallel universe Rose. The same thing happened to me today! I spent THE WHOLE DAY yesterday cleaning! And we are back to square one today. sigh.....

Mrs4444 said...

It's a never-ending battle, isn't it?